I realize I just want to be alone, it's as simple as that.
I like being alone. When I am around people it is like there is a massive weight on my shoulders, the weight lifts when I am blissfully alone again.
I don't much like other people's company, especially not for an extended time (hours is okay, but days on end, I don't like.)
I want to be free from people!
I don't want or need company.
I don't hate people, I don't hate at all, it's just that I love aloneness. And I am not alone, there are many people like me who live to be alone!
